But I remember why I am living and I don’t want to throw my life away before it has a chance to change.
I cling to hope.
If you are thinking about taking your life I urge you to take a step back, close your eyes, and breathe.
You are an amazing person who has gone through so much, so why would you cut your life so short? Think of the future and what it could bring! A whole new world filled with different people who support you and love you for who you are.
You are a perfect human being. You need too realize that you were put here for a reason and killing yourself is not that reason.
Yes it is hard. It is so fucking hard to realize that you are worth it. I know what wanting to die feels like. I know.
I know what the addiction to cutting yourself feels like. I know what its like to absolutely hate myself and wish I was anyone but me.
But it’s okay. I promise you it’s okay.
So please stay with me for a while longer.
Please.